So many things have been wondering through my head for the past couple of months.
Things are not working out the way I want them to!!!
But they never do right?
I feel like I am missing out on so many things in life right now.
so lets be honest....
I moved to St. George almost 3 years ago for my husbands job, a job that promised a bigger and better future....WRONG! he got laid off only a couple of months into it. We left 2 great jobs, a condo, friends and family.
We moved in with my parents thinking we would save up money and move out in like 6 months. Long story short we are still living with my parents and my husband has had 5 jobs (getting laid off most of the time) and we are still in a bad situation.
We can't afford to move out, my husband is a full time student and works at a dealership. We have one car that he uses to get back and forth to work. Would it even be worth me trying to get a job, pay for day care and trying to bum my way to a job everyday? I know so many women do it, but I don't feel like it's worth it for my son He needs me!
I feel like I am at a standstill. We don't want to have anymore kids until we get our own place, and when will that happen. At the rate we are going we will never move out. I am still young at 26 and my son is 15 months old. My plan was to be pregnant about this time, I wanted to have 3 kids before I am 30. But my plan is changing, and I HATE that!!!
Life is not fair and sometimes its just plain RUDE.
But then after talking to my husband (who always looks on the brighter side of things) he says we have so many things to be grateful for
-We have a place to live
-We can pay our bills
-Our family is healthy
-And we have a wonderful family that cares!
At that moment I realized we are blessed and thing will just take time. I need to learn to be patient, selfless, and more positive.
I know everything can't be what I want when I want it.
My dreams will come true, I just have to take it one day at a time.
On a side note don't forget to enter my giveaway
here it ends tomorrow!
